Not quite but I do make an attempt to practice daily. Injury wasn’t what initially brought me to yoga though it was a contributing factor, my head was giving me more problems than anything when I started practicing two years ago.
If 2010 was bad, 2011 was worse and 2012 was the tipping point. I was white knuckling through depression and failing. I thought that yoga might be helpful since everything else I was doing wasn’t working. I signed up for a yoga class at Kaiser and it was TERRIBLE. I go to the first class and it’s packed to the gills so I had to set up in the front. The teacher, lawdamercy was muscular, tan, pretty and blonde and was going through the poses so fast (I thought) I couldn’t keep up. Feeling like a total failure, I vowed to NEVER return again but didn’t keep that vow thank GOD. Barring any ridiculousness in my work schedule or being out of town, these days I don’t miss a week. As for my instructor, Michele Jackson I’m thankful to have taken my first instruction with her as she is the BOMB. She is so bomb that she has left the program for bigger and better things. Congrats Michele.
In terms of at-home practice I turn to the fabulous instructors of YouTube, one of which is Ekhart Yoga whom I’d written about previously. My current favorite, who got me through the “summer of back pain”, is Yoga With Adriene I really dig her because she isn’t all yogified. What I mean by that is that she doesn’t say a lot of stuff that a beginner wouldn’t understand. She has a practical, yet joyful style of teaching and is often quite comical. She also has a really good series of videos called Foundations of Yoga in which she breaks down single poses in a way that makes it easier for the student to approach and practice. I also really like Ali Kamenova whose greeting “namaste beautiful yogis” is a great way to start the day and Lesley Fightmaster who has a very calming style of instruction, even on poses that I find difficult.
As far as the depression, I’m good now. Yoga played a part in getting me here and I’m thankful for that. It’s been a great way to reconnect with my body and bring some clarity to my mind. My hope is to continue the practice into my old age.
If I ever turn into this chick, please snatch me by my yoga pants and tell me to snap out of it 🙂
Until next time, see you on the mat. Namaste.